.October 29, 2005 ' 00:43 Y
hello mortals. this is for my two little precious gurls:
heyy gurls.. no matter what. bare in mind that i'll always be here for you in life and death. although the tears we've cried for them are like running tap water, we know that we can pull it through. the tears youve cried and the sorrow you feel will all be something that can be learnt from. and we'll grow to becoome good ladies. whatever it is. i'll be there for YOUs. this five words i swear to you. cheer up gurls! (:`love the both of you till my time is thru.**ok. SO. we took pictures in the toilet again. we went crzy with the camera. we had OPEN HOUSE today. it was ok lar. not that boring not that fun either. went to sl meeting after school and we had to paste pretty stars on the ground to guide the visitors going around our school. after that we went to sl room again.. den soon eveyrthing starts. everyone was feeling so low and i couldnt be one of them.i tahan-ed. consoled the first two important gurls and next to the others. haiya.. this year just suck. i'm falling apart. my hearts tearing up. but i'll be ok.. i'll stop here den.. so long & goodnight mortals! (:Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I
Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callused
So lost, confused, again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me
i love you. i miss you. i need you. i heart you. i found you. i lost you. </3